A Baby Story

When I wasn’t pregnant I’d always cry over episodes of “A Baby Story” Today as I watched an episode w/ a c-section delivery I was filled w/ fear instead of awe over the experience. In 16-17 weeks I’ll be more than likely having a c-section! The epidural really shouldn’t be a big deal to me, as I’ve had so many spinal taps, but my last spinal was such a bad experience I worry that the dr will have trouble putting in the epidural which could make for a not so fun experience. Then the whole surgery thing I am not prepared for. I know I have time to mentally prepare for this, but right now I think I’d rather give the VBAC a try instead! The only reason I wouldnt want to try a VBAC because w/ Caleb I was induced and I still ended up w/ a c-section and I’m afraid that will happen again if I try to deliver vaginally. What a mess. I really should stop watching this show, it’s definitely not helping me at this point!!

About Amy

Mom to boys who were born Aug. 2001, Nov. 2004, March 2006; and devoted wife to the love of my life since Nov. 1998. Chronic worrier but devoted Christian who is trying to put her fears and faith in the One who created it all and provides for all my needs despite the daily challenges and doubts that arise. Along the way I chose to share my journey with you. Thanks for coming along for the ride! The road won't always be bright and the journey may sometimes be hard, but it can be an amazing adventure if you keep your eyes and thoughts "on what is true, and honorable, and right, and pure, and lovely, and admirable" (Philippians 4:8).
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