Breaking through the Fibrofog…

I swear he is the cutest baby ever, even in what was Caleb’s first halloween costume.

and the 2nd cutest kid ever goes to the snot dripping, jealous green eyed, roaring Boasaurous!!(he’s trying to sport Zeke’s costume hat)

well some of them make me sad..like the pics of my hubby and kids…but all of this pics remind me of how blessed we are. our kids are absolutely gorgeous. I look at them and am amazed at how we got so blessed with this cute kids.

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(There is more where this came from … )

i am losing faith that this move is what we should be doing.   it’s just not going to work out financially, cant sell the house, cant buy til we sell…..I am so scared we are going to be living separately until Spring.    who buys a house for sale in the winter???   I dont know what to do besides have Dean look for a job back here.   It’s been almost a month since he started working there…feels like it’s been forever.   just needed to vent…

i just want to scream!!!! this home buying/selling process is driving me nuts, my husband too…he tends to miscommunicate things. I was waiting on a call from the realtor and when I got it I was suprised to find out nothing had been done like I thought so now I am pissed.

caleb failed his hearing test at school today, made him an appt for friday w/ the pediatrician.

bah…one of those days I suppose. babysat for my friend this morning whose hot water heater broke overnight. just another manic monday…..

freaking time change.  kids up at 6 am again today.  my kids normally sleep til 7:30, somedays later if we have no where to rush out to.   this so sucks on my own.  i went to be early last night but am still dragging this night, ok by early I mean before 11!  i guess i better start going to bed when the kids do.  I even kept caleb and zeke up later than usual to try to keep them in later this morning, didnt work.   bah.  I hate mornings.  and to think I used to be a morning person.

uh oh…if i put my kids to bed at 8 pm today but time changes over night, wont they get up an hour earlier than usual?!?!?  I wish I had remembered earlier I would have kept them up later.   bah!   praying they decide to sleep in, bo should since he didnt nap today.  wow.  now I’ve got an extra hour to catch up on my shows on tivo..wohoo!

it’s sad that I got all excited about my big Purchases today.  I got this carseat, well two actually, one for Boaz and one for Zeke.  Bo’s current car seat only goes up to 40 lbs and I really cant lift the infant carrier w/ the pain I’m in these days, so I wanted a new seat for Zeke too.  So after days of searching for a store that had 2 of the same car seat in stock, and preferrably one that was an infant - 100 lbs (though I settled for infant - 80 lbs, but that’s fine both boys wont be that big for a while! )  I finally set out to get the carseats after leaving the kids w/ a friend today.  earlier this week I went searching for carseats w/ kids in tow and tried to look online for what I wanted so I was more prepared at the store.   I reluctanly got these seats today, mostly because of how much money I was spending.  they did give me 20% off the second one, the discount said it was for multiple births.  guess they assumed my buying two of the same meant I had or was going to have twins…I didnt say I had twins and wasnt asked so I figured it wasnt deceptive of me, I was glad to accept the discount.   the seat I got on clearance yesterday was a graco one w/ a lizard pattern and I got it for $9!!  so now all of the boys have new carseats, I am so excited, it’s nice to have something new and nice even if it’s something as trivial as carseats, but it’s also comforting to know they will all be traveling safely those 500 miles to Ohio!