I wasnt sure why I was so nervous today about settling on the new house, it’s not like I’ll even be there. but the truth is in a few hours we’ll be the proudly indebted to two mortgages, God help us!! seriously, please find us someone to buy our house…we know it’s all his timing, things keep happening that prove we’re heading in the right direction, right down to the fact we didnt know how we were going to afford the move itself (rental truck, gas, etc) and yesterday found out we’re getting some money back at closing today. we even rented the truck for the day before payday, knowing we would have money the next day but knew in faith that somehow there’d be money for the expenses as they arise. and sure enough, things work out. it’s awesome but scary to know that all of the sudden our prayers will be answered in a way we could have never planned or imagined… we just have to have faith and patience, why do those two things have to be so hard though!! i really am nervous but so excited. I cried this morning as I put Bo down for nap in his crib in the room he shares with his brother…the new house has a room for each child!! and a lot more space overall. we never dreamed we’d ever be able to afford a bigger better house, but here we are. granted if our home doesnt sell soon we might be in trouble, but for now we know we’ll be ok. but if that buyer shows up soon we’ll be sooo stoked!
um but I did fail to mention the van…it’s going to cost $775 to fix it. we chose not to have it fixed. we might not even be able to drive it to Ohio.  but we’re not stressing about that just yet…soon but not yet…one stressful item at a time. for now we’ll get through closing today, our showing this afternoon and then once Dean is home tomorrow and we own two homes…then we’ll figure out what to do with our crappy minivan.  anyone got a spare one they want to give us for Christmas!!?!?!?
