I just raked up 5 bags of leaves, one whole bag came from our basement stairwell that my brother just cleaned out on Saturday.   I got tired and miserable in the cold so I ended up just raking the rest into the corner of the yard.   I hope the folks like the house today, it always seems so pointless after I work so hard on the house/yard and folks come and dont like the house.  especially when I work so hard when I feel so crappy.  I had to do the stairwell though because I couldnt even open the back door because it was at least a foot high pile of leaves so I had to go out there to clean it up before I could take the trash out that needed moved before the showing.

I really am struggling w/ bo lately. he is so aggressive towards zeke.  this morning he kept kicking his head, hard.   just now they were playing nicely in the hallway with me right there and Bo looks right at me then pushed Zeke over on purpose.  He is always so mean.  I’ve started spanking him and putting him in time out in his room but he doesnt seem to care.   I am worried Zeke is going to really get hurt by him.  this morning I ended up letting Zeke play in his crib so Bo couldnt get to him, but then he doesnt get to crawl around and play like he should be allowed to.   I really dont know what to do about it.   this morning I was ready to call a friend to have them come take him for a few hours because he always is fine w/ other kids just not Zeke.

well gotta go get Bo out of time out as much as I dont really want to…I just hate seeing him hurt Zeke so badly.