I am soooo tired!  I’m not sleeping well if at all at night.   I havent been able to use my new sleep apnea mask because it actually hurts my nose, so I made an appointment to see the doctor tomorrow. I just dont know what other options I have, I knew in the past I needed nasal surgery because my airway was so small but I never had it done.  I wonder now if that would help or not, I am hoping to talk to the doctor about it tomorrow.   Until then, I’m exhausted and achy. I actually wore my foot brace today to prevent my foot pain from worsening, it’s amazing how just a few hours wearing it not only prevents further pain but my foot usually feels a lot better for a few hours afterward as well.   I worked this morning and was supposed to go help out some friends tonight but I just cant.  if I could be in bed right now I would be!   But…that would mean I’d be even more awake tonight, it’s such a miserable cycle when you need sleep but no matter how you get it its not enough.

Zeke has been coughing for a few days and I’m worried he may need to see the doctor as well, but tomorrows Friday and that means if I dont take him he’ll probably get worse over the weekend.  blah..no plans for us this weekend, at least not for me and the little kids so it’s not a big deal.  Dean and Caleb are going to a rock climbing place on Saturday for their first cub scout event for this school year.  It sounds like it will be a lot of fun.

Well it sounds like the big kids need supervising.   Earlier they told me there was a rat in the basement.  I didnt see anything and I’m praying it’s nothing but if there are animals in our home I will lose it.  I dont think I mentioned our wasp problem lately have I?  but I am done w/ living like we are outside w/ all the bugs in the house, esp when they are the playroom and laundry area where we spend most of our time.

well enough whining for now……it’ almost the end of the work day for me….that means Dean gets to come home and take care of the kids while I rest…hopefully