Posted on 9/6/2007 by Amy

While I was out enjoying my 2 hours of kid free mommy time at moms group(albiet I know have to pay $10 for childcare, ugh that is going to get expensive)  my cousin in Baltimore we taking my grandpa to the hospital.  he’s been in and out for the last few months.   Days like today I feel so guilty for moving.  My friend sent me an email that said she hasnt had any fun since we moved, I again felt guilty.   Was it wrong for us to move 500 miles away from family and friends?   was it too selfish of us?

is it wrong for me to enjoy my new friends?  is it wrong for me to be glad I’m away from all the drama?

I just dont know how to feel.   I do miss it.  I really do…but life has to go on or else I’d be miserable and well, what fun is that?

time to go help my boys paint….

About Amy

Mom to boys who were born Aug. 2001, Nov. 2004, March 2006; and devoted wife to the love of my life since Nov. 1998. Chronic worrier but devoted Christian who is trying to put her fears and faith in the One who created it all and provides for all my needs despite the daily challenges and doubts that arise. Along the way I chose to share my journey with you. Thanks for coming along for the ride! The road won't always be bright and the journey may sometimes be hard, but it can be an amazing adventure if you keep your eyes and thoughts "on what is true, and honorable, and right, and pure, and lovely, and admirable" (Philippians 4:8).
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