on top of my life’s craziness I’m worried about a friend today who is having some medical procedures done this afternoon.   I care about her very much and am sad that because I’m by myself w/ the kids I cant really be there with her through this stressful time in her life.   Praying all goes well and that she comes out of this with great news and a happy heart!  i’ve been crying over my own issues these last few days and then I think of what I know others are going through and know my stuff is meaningless to their struggles.   It’s just hard to remember that in the middle of one small crisis after another.

i missed the call from my dr yesterday w/ my test results, hoping I dont miss it again while I’m out taking caleb to get checked out by the dr.   Bah…not like I really want to hear what she has to say anyway.