and today I feel the effects of everything I did yesterday. it’s such a horrible cycle. I start to feel better, so I do and do and do to make up for all the days in which I couldnt do as much and then the next day I wake up feeling run down and in pain again.  My arms hurt so bad today, guessing it was from all that laundry yesterday.. or pushing the stroller on those two walks, whatever the reason it hurts!!  I have a drs appt this morning but not for this pain. tomorrow I go to the dentist for 2 fillings. Then I have to clean on Thursday and Friday. should be a fun week!
A little more hope as far as Dean’s job, nothing firm yet but things are definitely looking up again in that respect.  I will just be glad to know he has some kind of job w/ insurance for when his current one ends in 40 some days.
on a completely random note, my kids are so darn cute! currrently bo is laying on the floor with his blanket and pillow next to zeke who is playing. caleb is being a great big brother and is getting much better at holding Zeke and he likes to sit with him on his lap while he watches tv. it’s such a cool dynamic, this young brother thing. some times they fight and someone gets hurt but other times you can see the love they have for each other. Zeke laughs more at bo than anyone, guessing its because they spend the most time together.  bo’s making progress with his communication, finally. he’s attempting to finally sign some for us, which gives me great hope, he doesnt do it perfectly but he is understanding more at least.  he’s got a few new words, but still isnt consistent in using them.  hoping with some work he’ll be on his way to telling us what he wants instead of pointing or yelling.
well I have more laundry to work on before I head out.  our favorite sitter is coming this morning, I am sure Bo will be happy! I dont know what we’d do without our friends who are so obliging to watch our kids for free. Especially when I have at least one appt a week for the next three weeks. I remember this, seems like I just did this a month or 5 ago. I hate asking for help w/ the kids esp. when we cant afford to pay anyone to watch them.   well gotta run…zeke is getting fussy because bo is getting rough with him….
