I’ve decided to start weaning Zeke.  So far the biggest difficulty is how much harder it is to bottle feed.  with nursing I’d just sit down and nurse him when he was hungry now we have to make sure the bottle is ready and the milk is warmed up.  it’s a pain actually.   then there is the PAIN of stopping nursing.

I ended up not going to the concert which I won tickets for yesterday. I was so tired and my foot is hurting since I stopped taking the meds for gout so it’s really painful.   I started a new med for it last night but it said it wont take effect for a week or two!  I cant walk without wincing in pain so I dont know what I’ll do.  I’m supposed to check in w/ my dr this week if the pain is still bad.  I’m feeling really worn out and weak today again.  We went to church after waking up late, all of us, since we had guests from game night here til sometime after midnight!   Then we went to home depot to buy plants for flower boxes for the deck.  we came home and I could barely stay awake so I went to bed without eating lunch even.   I’m up and about again and feel like I havent slept in weeks, but I have slept and napped even!  I am concerned somethings really wrong.   I felt like i was going to pass out while we were at home depot.   I just feel wiped out.   I’m hoping after some more rest I’ll feel better.

I probably wont update for a few days unless I find out more from the doctor, I feel like theres nothing to write about because all I can think about lately is how badly I’m feeling.    the kids are growing like weeds and I need to upload pics I’ve taken but I just feel like it so that will wait.   I need to go plant my flowers I suppose and then I think I”m going to bed again.   what a fun way to spend the day!