bo fought naptime in the new crib in Calebs room but eventually went to sleep.   So at bedtime Caleb insisted we put Bo in his room with him.  So far the routine for bed was dean reads to Caleb in his room, and I put Bo to bed in his room. tonight I took Bo to his room to rock him until Dean was done reading to Caleb.   Bo was hesitant again to be in the crib in Caleb’s room. Eventually Bo and Caleb went to sleep, so we’ll see how night one of the boys in the same room goes!!  I’m hopeful since they are both asleep and it didnt take too long after normal bedtime.
i’ve been waiting for an email from my dr about my sugar levels, and I was honest with him and told him that if I Just eat salad for a meal then my levels are fine but if I follow the meal plan then my numbers are high. this leaves me either cutting foods out and being hungry all day or eating by the diet and having a day of all high numbers.    I was trying to “beat” the tests by not eating as much but I was sick of being so hungry an hour after eating or sometimes sooner.   But my honesty will probably put me in more of a bind insulin wise, I might have to take it a lot more often than I did w/ the other two pregnancies. I am upset, I hate not being able to control this.  I’ve been having horrible morning sickness back again too on top of feeling crappy and achy.  Thank goodness theres less than 10 weeks left of this craziness! and then after that I’m done babymaking!!!  I would love to do it again if it wasnt so hard on my body but I cant allow myself to struggle like this again, selfish I know but really it’s best for all of us. When it gets to the point I have trouble caring for the kids I have now to be pregnant w/ another, well that just doesnt make sense.
we’re having trouble deciding on a name for this kid. I have a name I love and Dean has a name he loves but they arent the same!   we never had this problem w/ the first two kids!  I dont know whene or how we’ll decide!
well thats all for tonight, Dean went out for the evening after the kids were settled, so I get to do laundry and hopefully get some much needed rest.
