The call finaly came….

I dont know why I doubt God. My husband is so strong in his faith yet I sit here worrying about him and us and everything going on. He called a few minutes ago and I was immediately in tears. he didnt understand why I was upset. I’m sure half of it is that I’m pregnant and tired, the other half being all I’ve heard/seen about the Katrina aftermath is heartwrenching. I dont really know where Dean is or what he’s experiencing, but I’m worried about him and my biggest concern right now is how he’ll get back with gas shortages and lack of flights out of that area. He of course reminded me of big our God is and that He will provide. I’m sure He will, but I’m still dealing with a lot of emotions and today I’ve been on the verge of tears for most of the day. When I heard Dean’s voice I broke down, Caleb kept asking me if I was ok. after I got off the phone I told him that I was just happy that daddy called and that I’m sad because I miss daddy. All week I’ve had to deal with Caleb crying about missing Dean, he never saw me cry over him. He immediately responded, I miss him too; the same response I had to his cries for daddy all week. I didnt find out anything about Dean’s travel plans for home, point is I dont think there are any. All I got out of the call is that he’s ok, just putting in long exhausting days of work. That’s enough for me and please keep praying for him to make travel arrangements to get home in time for work on Tuesday.