I am so excited, yesterday I felt pretty good (compared to usual)all day, despite the nagging exhaustion and off and on headache and strange stomach cramps(probably the result of too much junk food). I didnt nap at all yesterday so it was no wonder I was more tired than usual. Then this morning I could hardly get out of bed, exhaustion is not the word for it. But after a shower I felt a little more alive. managed to take Dean to work, make Caleb and I a good eggfilled breakfast, and slowly the day started to fade away. Before we knew it it was lunch time and we were enjoying a visit from Stacey, Caleb was a little not himself with her, guess he’s kind of confused about her not being in the house all of the time.
Despite the fatigue and desire to crawl into bed all afternoon I spent the time w/ Caleb playing and/or cleaning house. we finally napped around 3:30 until it was time to go get Dean(he actually called to wake me up 10 minutes before I was to be there to get him and I hated getting out of my nice warm bed to the freezing cold car.) Overall, today and yesterday, I’ve felt better. Not great, but I was at least motivated to do things and not completely overwhelmed by my nasueas, fatigue, headache and blindspots! No really, either my body is adjusting to feeling crappy and I’m getting used to it, or it’s not as bad as it was last week. Bad; but not as bad? is that even possible? well of course it is…i guess…
Thought for today: in EVERYTHING give thanks….being thankful for today being better than yesterday…being thankful I am only nasueas not vomitting! …..being thankful I can nap midday when the rest of the world is sitting at their sad little cubicles wishing there were curled up at home in bed….being thankful we were blessed with our angel Caleb who never ceases to amaze me…
