I admit it, I am

I admit it, I am a total “bear”, to put it nicely, when I am sick. Couple that with having something to worry about while I am sick and you may as well stay far away from me unless you can fix the problem or take the worry away. I have had a rough day, ended up coughing so bad today that I spent most of it hugging the toilet, which made Caleb mad when I had to stop playing with him to be loud in the bathroom. So by the time Dean got home I was ready to hand Caleb off and head to bed, but Stacey called and I fiugred a night out would be good for me, so went to dinner and finally met her new boyfriend Tony(another reason I didnt want to stay home, we hadnt met him yet and I was dying of curiosity!) So all the way to the restaurant I was awfully mean to Dean and i tried to be nice at dinner but I know I probably wasnt. I was at least glad to get out to the craft store after that, I was needing some crafty things to keep me occupied during the day. Then on the way home I got the hiccups which almost made me sick again, I had them for at least a half hour! By the time I got home I was miserable and so was Caleb. But before I can go to bed I have to find the checkbook, tomorrows pay day which means bill paying day, and I lost the darn checkbook. I’ve turned the house upside down and I still cant find it. I know I will be mad when and if I finally do and discover it was someplace silly all along, but until then I am flipping out over it, which of course Dean does not understand. If anything I’ll guess I’ll just use the next set of checks in a new box until I find the checkbook but that still leaves me w/out the ledger, argh!!! I hate this. I have been so sick this week I cant remember what I did on what day to even try to retrace my steps for when I last had it. point is, I am grouchy and tired, and I still cant find the darn checkbook!! Thanks for listening to me vent….hopefully tomorrow will be better…if anything I know that tomorrow is Friday which means a day or two off complete sole baby tending, I SO look forward to Dean helping on the weekends. Its not that Calebs a bad baby, its just hard to do it 24/7, at least 24/5 is a little better.