At 5:30 I wrote that

At 5:30 I wrote that I wanted to go to bed early this evening, it is now shortly after 11 pm and I am wide awake. I watched some tv as Dean and Caleb drifted off to sleep. My show went off so I figured I’d get Calebs bottles ready for the night/early morning. Still not tired. I thought maybe if I sit here a while I’d get tired, no such luck. I feel so alert and ready to go do something, anything, but afterall it is after 11 pm in a town where everything closes at 8 (not really but it feels that way.) So I suppose I will head off to bed to lay there and contemplate the mysteries of life…..but first….we enjoyed a nice dinner with Stacey this evening, seems like we are spending more of our time catching up than really talking. I feel so bad that we move back to be close to family yet I never see my extended family much more than i would had I stayed in Ohio. Same with Stacey, here we are living a few minutes away from each other but our lives are so different now that we are to the point we have to schedule time together…it never used to be that way. used to be you could call someone up and say “are you busy, no, good, lets go do