Last evening was so bad. Caleb must have known his daddy wasnt home. Usually when Dean gets home from work he barely puts Caleb down. So last night all Caleb wanted was to be held. My mom & I eventually figured out he was having trouble with his belly too, but still I think he knew daddy wasnt home. So I went to pick Dean up early this afternoon, we got home, I fed Caleb & Dean showered. Ever since then they have both been sleeping peacefully together. I tried to wake Caleb to make him eat, I want to make sure he isnt up all night tonight, but he kept going back to sleep it took forever to get him to finally eat something. He still didnt finish his bottle though, and he always does. I guess he is nice and comfy now that his daddy is with him. I took a short nap too and I must admit I slept much better with Dean there, and to think it was only one night apart and our crazy little routine got all messed up, I so feel for those who are permanently missing loved ones now.
we are so blessed and I know we often take advantage of how good we have it. As I sat adoringly watching the two loves in my life sleep I was overcome with joy and peace; overjoyed at how blessed I am and at peace knowing that despite how crazy the world around us gets we have each other and that God will provide and take care of us.
I intend to wake up both of my angels soon, I want to get out to enjoy the nice day we are having. But they look so sweet just the way they are….
