I keep telling Dean his new hair cut is so sexy! I kept complaining about him wanting to shave it all off but now that he did I am not sad about it at all. I know he misses all that hair he had but I find it quite attractive. He thinks I am silly but gotta love a bald man! Well at least I love mine!
Rumors are flying around at work that we are getting laid off. It’s been a rough 2 days so far this week and it doesnt look to get much better. As we speak I am baking a cake for my co-workers, apparently I have been moody lately and they all say is because I am “prego” but I dont feel moody, I just am not putting up with some of my co-workers laziness and stupidity and for once am speaking up for myself but apparently I am coming across as moody so I hope to woo them with my baked goods, it ussually works! We’ll see. But it’s been stressful on everyone and none of us are looking forward to any news from the “big guys” but we are doing well so far sticking it out and doing our best to get our jobs done, meanwhile we have to lie to patients as we tell them the merger of our office with another has been delayed and no we dont know why and no we dont have a new move date all the while the thought sits in the back of our head that soon there may be no merger or no office at all. So that’s what is going on in my world lately.
Caleb is very active lately and I think I had a few contractions or something today. My back is killing me and I had some bad cramps earlier and I guess they were contractions or something. But I came home from work and took a bath and things have felt better since. I just feel like I am carrying around an extra zillion pounds in my belly and it is making it hard to get around and not to mention I am soooo tired! I am fighting my urge to call in sick tomorrow but if I can just get through tomorrow then I have Thursday off and maybe I’ll get some news at the dr about my due date and how Caleb is doing. So til then I am nesting, I am tackling tons of things around the house that I know need to get done before Caleb arrives, but sitting here writing is reminding just how tired I am already. But I need to get something to accomplished or I know I will be mad at myself……..
