thoughts for today

some friends experienced a great loss this week as did some family members. Amidst it there were still some moments of joy. It’s been an emotionally and even phsyically challenging week for me. Which ended in me breaking down in church, luckily we’ve got a great community of friends who comforted me and offered kind words, most of which made me cry more. I accomplished a great thing this week for myself,, doing my first Kitchen Show. Which itself added lots of stressors to my already crazy week. I made it through only w/ a peace I know that God gave me. After the show I was burnt out and went to bed hours earlier than my usual bedtime, but it felt good to be able to crash. Today proves itself to be another challenge for me. Church of course as I’ve already said, but tonight we have a leadership meeting at church as well, so I’ve little time in between to handle all these flooding emotions. So the best place to start is here. A blank page in the journey of my life. Too bad we all come w/ baggage, so of course this page is ended w/ fine print that only God can read . I’m off to find more busyness to occupy my weary mind…hoping everyone is having a good weekend. Here’s the irony, Dean seems to be doing well through it all, guess it’s harder on me, us women were blessed w/ hormones afterall.