natures cruel little jokes: I was four days late w/ my period, we were getting very excited about being pregnant, then I find out I am not. it’s been a sad day and my heart is quite broken and I dont understand why I was so late other than maybe all my dieting affecting my body too much. Luckily I’ve got some great girlfriends who were very encouraging today.
Despite my broken heart, I went on to host our small group bbq at our house. only about half of our original group showed up, but it ended up being about 10 adults, 3 toddlers, and two babies. We had a great time eating, talking, playing some games. We were able to enjoy our meal outside only to get finished as a storm started brewing. It ended up being good though, we came in and played some games and let the kids enjoy the playroom. It feels like we have finally found where we belong as far as friends and a church. it’s a great feeling. It’s a great feeling to have a girlfriend(or two) I can confide everything in again and her in me, and to have her be able to relate.
I have tons of things to accomplish in the nex few weeks, before Monday though the most important is preparing and mailing out b-day invites for Caleb’s party. it’s less than a month away!! I love hosting, the stress of getting ready for it is a little much at times but the end result is a great feeling of accomplishment and pride. I also need to finish prior to his birthday, his scrapbook for the last year, I am only up until dec 2002!! I am sooo behind! Speaking of behind, I am way behind in my sleep so I think I’ll go write out a few invites to Caleb’s party and then head to bed. Hope everyone has a good weekend!!
