Have I mentioned how much I love doctors?  actually today it wasnt so bad.   I was given a prescription for percocet and an appointment on Sept. 11th for a consult w/ another doctor about getting a hysterectomy.   I think I’m ok with that.  I’ve half jokingly been saying it for about a year, that that’s what I need.  Today the doctor came up w/ the idea and agreed I’m in a good “place” for it, i.e.   we cant have more kids for one or reason or another and sadly I’m getting used to that idea.   I went in knowing what my options were and was hoping the “H” word would come up but didnt know some of the things I found out.  Dean will go w/ me to the consult and we hope to make the best decision after that.   The worst part is she didnt think they could do it laproscopicly for a few reasons and if not that means longer recovery.  I cant imagine it being much worse than recovering from c-sections, so I am sure I’ll survive!  Not to mention I recovered pretty fast from those.

until then pain meds if I can tolerate them, it’s that or tolerate the pain.   today is a high pain day, but at least now I can go fill a prescription and possibly get relief, the downside is it will make me even groggier and tired…..and cant take care of kids in my current state so I’m thinking the meds will be reserved for bedtime only