OW, OW and triple OW.  that’s how I feel right now.  Every step I take I take in you….yeah yeah yeah….every step I take I went to cry….seriously.  So how do I spend such a day?   At church volunteering in childcare for four hours.  Then stopping at the grocery store on the way home, then coming home to take care of my three selfish, grouchy, daddy missing kids who dont give a crap that mommys foot hurts so bad she wants to chop it off( did I mention I have hardly seen my husband these last two days since he’s off serving  so I shouldnt be whining but a part of me is jealous and wishing I could be doing something cool like being on stage videoing a live concert of Family Force 5.   but instead I get to limp around trying to keep up with my regular responsibilities…)……so now, once again, I’m in bed icing my foot and anxiously awaiting tomorrow…..when I’ll spend the late morning/early afternoon loading up the van w/ bottled water then driving someplace to take said water to a group of teens who will give it away for free.   then I will come home and eventually head to my doctors appointment and hopefully come home w/ answers and better yet a medicine to take away the pain, even if temporarily til something permanent happens to fix things.   until then….more cringing w/ every step and trying to not be selfish…..like my spoiled kids…..

Dean’s due home soon w/ the guys, apparently swapping one teen for another since ones’ allergic to the cat at his current host home, and they want two guys for some reason….although we have room for all 5 but anyway…one of our guys is going to the other host home, sometime tonight, midnightish or something.  who knows.  All I know if the guys luggage wont arrive here until after 1130 tonight.  loads of fun.  at least I’m in bed resting already and dont really have to deal w/ it.   (not being selfish there at all!:-) )