WHY?????  On the way to the airport last night my throat started to hurt and my nose was itchy.  I assumed it was just allergies.  So I took some allergy medicine before bed.  I felt worse through the night and now can barely talk, the back of my throat is swollen badly and I keep coughing up yucky stuff.  I guess at least I didnt get sick before he got back huh?   I think I even have a fever.  this so sucks.

Dean got up w/ the boys and took them to the zoo this morning so I could sleep in in peace.  I awoke and went to take the dogs out to realize a horrible mess, kid made and dog made.   Calebs room looked like a tornado had blown through, last night I had the whole house spotless.   I came down to find dog poop on the floor in addition to the inside of the sofa cushion that Shea had ripped out of one of the seats for the sofa.   there was also a pad of paper ripped up there too.  i’m leaving that mess for Dean, the dog mess.   I cleaned up Calebs crap and made the kids beds.  So much for getting a morning break.  I SO hate that.   I mine as well get up and get going in the morning w/ them so I dont have to deal w/ crap when I do get up.    Not a good way to start our weekend back together as a family.

I am so mad that I’m sick.  My neck and throat hurt and talking hurts.   I feel hot guessing I have a fever, but dont know where a thermometer is.   Blah….I get sick like this whenever my body gets run down.  I always get the same exact thing happen, throat swollen and everything.   My stupid body sucks.

I really want to be glad Dean is home, and I guess it’s good he took the kids out this morning but he actually asked me to have lunch ready when they get home….ugh….I cant get one whole day w/out kid duty after giving him 9 days of that for himself.  blah….