I stayed home from work today, again. I had a rough time sleeping the last few nights, no doubt stress related. I went to the dr last week, found out I need to have surgery, a laproscopy to be exact. It is supposed to be outpatient but I will be put to sleep so for me that is still considered major. They think I have endometritis or just scar tissue from my c-section which is causing excrutiating back and abdominal pains to the extent it hurts to walk. At any rate, its all due to the c-section and I am not at all thrilled about that. I was hoping they’d tell me I was pregnant, and I told the dr that and he said he wishes he could tell me I was because it wouldnt be so hard to deal with. Gee thanks!
So I told my boss today about it, she was out last week when I found out. So this was not good, especially seeing as I called out of work today for issues I’d rather not discuss here. Lets just say the childcare thing isnt working out. But on a good note I met with a girl about watching Caleb and she is going to watch him this Wed- Friday and pending another possible nanny position she may watch him all of the time. She’s really nice and her mom works with my mom so my mom trusts her which is already a good sign. Caleb enjoyed playing with her today. So hopefully that will pan out, but pending how my boss takes me taking off so much it might not matter much.
In other news Dean and I were talking about last Valentines day and well we cant remember what we did. I was saying today that for the last year all I can say about certain events is that I know I was pregnant then. How horrible yet how sweet. I remember events more because I spent them cowered over a toilet with morning sickness than I do because of the sheer joy of the occasion. Poor me!! Does that make sense? I told him it must not have been to great if neither one of us can remember it. Hope this year is better.
Stacey got a new job! Way to go girl!! And on top of that she should be moving in to her nice newly painted bedroom in our house within the next month! I dont know what I would do if she wasnt around. Despite the differences in our lifestyles we can still talk and have a good time together. I am so glad we have stuck together through the years and I cant wait to be able to play with her little boy one day, but I think I might have to wait a while!! Seeing as she needs a man first, but she has plenty of time, no pressure Stace!!!
Things are on an upswing for us lately , and I probably shouldnt mention it becuase you know what happens when you notice how nicely things are going, but its been more a little trial mixed with some blessings so its been more evened out than it had been, there for a while it was just test and tribulation. Makes ya appreciate the blessings much more that way though.
