it’s a done deal. we no longer have a “home” in Baltimore.   I’ve come to tears over it today several times, probably hormones and the fact I’ve been off one of my meds for more than a few days.  Ironically I got a call this afternoon, 2 weeks after calling to get it refilled, that the insurance finally decided to cover it so it was ready for me to pick up.   I hope it kicks in soon, knowing it probably wont.

just so any one who reads cares, I havent been able to read any blogs in weeks, so I dont know whats going on with my usual reads lives, it’s sad.  I hate not knowing how everyone is doing!!  Karen -just got the time and availability to catch up on yours, and will call this weekend!!

Zeke is sick.  he’s sleeping again, he already took 2 2 hour naps today.  he’s got a horrible cough and runny nose.  he just looks miserable.   he just sits and stares blankly, it’s very sad.   I knew something was wrong when he started to want to be held, usually he hates to sit still long enough to be held.   bo’s been throwing up frequently again, but in a suprising twist since his eval for speech on monday he’s talking much better!  now if he’d just stop throwing up…yesterday the poor kid made it to the bathroom on his own and was trying to get the vomit into the trash can (which is right next to the toilet) but managed to end up with it all over the floor.  I was in the other room and wondered where he’d gone off to and found him there throwing up on the floor, at least he’s learning where to go if he knows it’s going to happen, sadly today he awoke from nap and threw up, less than 20 minutes after he’d fallen asleep.

well Dean’s got a friend over to play games on the new big screen tv.  I’m drinking a glass of wine (my newest bad habit, heck my only bad habit that I know of,  i told Dean it was wine or cigarettes or I was going to lose it so I’ve given in to a glass of wine in the evenings if I feel the need) and looking for furniture online.  I cant wait to get our new king bed and eventually van!!

hope everyone has a great weekend!!!