Zeke is getting so big! I’ll try to get pics up tomorrow, today is a little busy.
I had my 6 week ob appt today, was expecting that something might be wrong and was correct. I have an ultrasound scheduled for tomorrow so I am hoping the u/s tech will let me know something during the exam if not I’ll have to wait til next week for answers.  In a little bit I head to the gastroenterologist, that as well should be interesting and once again I’m not expecting the best news.   I am getting tired of being so young and so sick and having to always see yet another dr or get yet another test. I’m trying to be more positive but it is kind of hard.  I am prolonging the inevitable, but I’m guessing I’ll have to go see the neurologist soon again too based on my old symptoms getting worse.  I just dont want to schedule another appt and talk to another dr. I just want to be able to enjoy my kids and my husband and the energy to make time for my friends and some quality time for me to do something just for me.   at least the weather is nice and it makes me at least enjoy driving around to the drs appointments or going to walk to get caleb from school, although I barely have the energy for that but I’m left with no other choice than to get him and to take care of the kids all day. I just want some refreshing sleep and to feel better. I guess the best way to do any of that is to listen to my drs and do what they want but I just dont want to even have to deal with any doctors! I just want things to be normal and me to be well. I am sure you’re used to me complaining about this same stuff so I’ll spare you some time…..
