I have always heard women complain about their baby’s kicking them in their ribs and it hurting.  Neither of the other two boys did this.  Since thanksgiving I’ve had this horrible left rib pain all of the time, knowing I always feel baby boy # 3 move down low I assumed it was related to the mid back pain.  Last night in the spot where it’s been hurting I felt twitches, I thought at first it muscles spasms.  I finally realized the baby was kicking me in that spot.   I’m guessing he was stretching out becuase I felt that at the same time as I felt movement all over.    So maybe he had a foot or some other body part lodged up under my rib all this time and since I didnt feel the movement there til now I didnt realize it.  I kept pushing in that spot to get him to move but he must like it there!   It’s funny how every baby is different.  I’ve never felt a baby move this high up before, it’s crazy becuase at the same time he’s moving really low down, sometimes so low I think he’s going to make his appearance sooner than later.  I’m guessing he’s going to be a long baby since he seems to be taking over my whole uterus where the other two I only felt in certain places.   It’s so strange.   Hoping he’s not getting huge from my sugars being so off.  I started insulin last night and my fasting level was still high, so I’ll up my dosage tonight.    I see a nutrionist on thursday about my meal plan, you usually do that before going on insulin but my numbers werent going well enough and the freaking person they referred me to, the same person I talked to last time about my diet and couldn’t get in touch with, never returned my phone calls, again.    So I’ve been going with what I had written down in my blog for my diet w/ Bo but it wasnt complete so I’m just being really strict w/ what I eat and it’s not working.  Meanwhile dean and Caleb sit in front of me eating junk and whatever they want, it’s quite rude.  Dean doenst think it should matter, what he eats but it’s selfish, ok maybe it’s selfish of me to want him to care about my feelings but either way it’s rude.   I told him it’s going to be really hard on him if the diabetes doesnt go away or I end up w/ type II like my dad , something that is likely to happen at some point in my lifetime, and he thinks I’m crazy.  Well Bo thinks he should get to play on the puter too so I need to get off of here and occupy him elsewhere.