The Cat is out of the Bag

Well, I was informed today that I let a major thing slip on my blog. I dont know how many of you caught it, but if you did let me know!! It’s been very hard for me to write Baby B instead of the name of our next son, and it seems in the midst of my emotional writing yesterday I couldn’t keep myself from writing my new loves name in the entry. I’ve since gone back and edited it to say Baby B and I’m hoping it was only there once, and that I found the error I was informed about and that its not there anywhere else. but if you truly want to know baby B’s intended name it is available via my webpage you just have to know where to look for it! that ought to keep you guessing and trying to find it, I dont know if anyone’s seen it there yet but I dont know if anyone would tell me if they figured it out either. I feel bad I let it slip but then again am proud of myself for keeping it quiet on here for as long as I have as I constantly talk to the baby by his name and refer to him by name when out and about. I wish we hadnt told anyone the name so that everyone would be suprised in the end, but then again it’s very hard to not use the name when we use it all of the time ourselves to refer to our new little angel. Speaking of him, he’s growing rather quickly and upon waking today I look like or maybe it’s just the way I feel but that I have gained a good 10 lbs overnight! I’m so worreid how big I’ll be by his birthday, I was this big when I delivered Caleb so this is very frightening for me to be so huge!!! at least it’s all baby weight, and heck I’m almost 30 weeks so it’s about time I gained some substantial weight huh? well thats all for today, Dean says he’s coming home early and I hope he is! I want a nice long nap but I cant becuase the direct tv guy is supposed to be here between 1 and 3, and it’s 2:30 so I have to wait for him to show up and get done before I can rest, blah! but if all goes well we’ll have tivo by the end of the day!! ah tivo!!!