5/24/2003

It’s 12:50 am do you know where your spouse is?? Well mine is out clubbing!! No really, he’s at a christian club. He’s gone the last few weekends after Caleb is in bed. I’ve taken the time as an opportunity to get things done in a quiet house. Tonight I am doing the last final touches of cleaning to make the house truly ready for our party this Sunday. It’s actually worked out well. Dean goes out, and I get to get things done so that when the weekend is truly here all the chores are done and we can both enjoy our time. I kind of wish I had someplace to go on a Friday night by myself, but I wont be bitter about it. Dean needs time to himself and I do get a lot done. But I know if he was home I’d prolly be sleeping, and I’m not sure why I just dont get to bed on time, but I figure if he’s up I can be too. Plus I sleep much better once he is home. Something about being safe in the arms of the man I love. I’m only sitting here now waiting for the floors that I just scrubbed to get dry so I can get a drink in the kitchen! I dont know any one as silly as me, scrubbing floors and bathrooms after midnight on a Friday night. Ah the life of a boring sahm w/ a social butterfly of a hubby out and about and a quiet sleeping toddler tucked in in the next room. I find it odd how comforting it is to know that my hubby can be out alone on a Friday night and know for a fact I dont need to worry about him cheating. If I didnt know where he was going I might worry, but knowing he’s out w/ a trusting friend in charge of the wonderful youth ministry there helps. Well I think I’m ’bout done the chores for the night, now if I can just keep the kid and hubby from making it all messy again tomorrow….good thing is I am going out in the morning, yard saling, wohoo, and we have dinner plans out of the house. So there wont be much time to mess up the house, but there will also be less time to clean it up if they do happen to be the boys that they are. Good night folks!!