Been a day or two huh? Well life happens.
What’s been happening you ask? Well, my brother in law is visitiing so has been watching Caleb, except for today, because today his daycare provider was taking him to see Sesame St. Live downtown. I wish I could go, I know he is going to have a ball. Maybe next time we’ll go as a family. I gave her some money to get him something, she said they always have stuff to buy. And of course you know we’d buy something for him if we went, or well I would, dont think Dean would be tempted, but I am a sucker for making my kid smile!
Aside from that, we are back to having just one car. But since his brother is here, we’ve been okay with it, borrowing his aunts car to use for a few more days. Starting next week though I will start taking the bus to work. It will add another 2 hours to my day, and I’ll have to drop Caleb off early at daycare. Not looking forward to it at all. Means I’ll have to do a lot of walking though, which will be good for me, except I have to dress up for work, so I’ll tote along my dress shoes and wear tennis shoes on the way to work.
I go in two weeks to an audiologist for my hearing. A few years ago when I had it checked I had some hearing loss and some problems w/ a tear in my left ear, and it seems to be getting a lot worse lately. To the point I have to ask patients to repeat two or three times what they said and I am even noticing I am stumbling over my words more, like I cant get things out right. Dont know if its from lack of sleep or just cause my hearing is a mess. I cant wait to go to find out what is going on. I know Dean will be happy to if I can get it fixed so he doenst have to keep yelling at me!
Looks to be a dreary day, thats how I’ve been feeling all week, so it’s appropriate. I am missing my son. He’s been gone for a few hours and I’ve had time to do stuff, but the emptiness and quiet of the house is too lonesome for me. So off to work I go to more loneliness. My cubicle is not near anyone , well it is , but the desks around me are empty most of the time. The one person I did talk to a lot just got promoted and is too busy to chat until late into our shift at which point we usually get busy again so I dont have time to chat. Its sad how you can have a job talking to people all day but to feel like you havent had a single meaningful conversation all day!
