I just checked my bank

I just checked my bank account and my paycheck isn’t there! The really bad part about that is that now I will have to call my boss and face the question of when I will be returning to work! So Dean & I were trying to figure out how much more time left I have on my paid disability and we figured out that I only have 3 weeks left. And if I have to still give my two weeks notice that if I end up doing so today I will only miss one week of 60% of my pay ~ which isn’t that much but is more than nothing. I can’t believe I have already been off of work for 5 weeks! And Caleb is only 2 weeks old so if I was going back to work it still woudlnt be for 6 weeks and 3 weeks of that would be unpaid so basically moving doesnt change that much. I will just have to use that time to look for a new job in Baltimore. So with the move I will still have more time off without pay but even if we stayed I’d have to take at least 3 weeks unpaid and who knows if I’d still have a job when I got back, apparently a lot is changing while I am away. Two people have already given their notice or so I’ve been told, so I am sure when I do talk to my boss she will not be thrilled to hear what I have to say. But oh well, it’s not like I nver intended to go back, it all just kind of happened. So just another thing to deal with today that will no doubt get the tears rolling soon…….I tried to call one of the girls at work to tell her before I told the boss so that she wouldnt get upset when she finds out from everyone else but she wasnt available so I hope to talk to her before I do my boss just to give them a heads up.