Sorry it’s been a few days, it’s not that I’ve been busy, quite the opposite actually. Dean has been home all weekend and wouldnt allow me to leave bed very much. Although he says I always get my way, so I did make it out to his parents for dinner on Saturday night then we walked a bit at the Blues Fest that was going on. But by then I was so exhausted I was ready to be back in bed. And yesterday I went to church which wore us both out apparently because we both came home and napped for like 3 hours! I think all of his late nights is catching up with him (dean). Maybe he is just preparing to be up with Caleb.
Aside from that it was a pretty boring weekend, I stayed in bed and Dean played on his new computer. Same old same old. And of course my mom called at least once a day to check up on us!
Today I have an appt to get another non stress test on Caleb, but I know he will do fine. We know he is healthy it’s me they should be concerned about. My emotional state is getting worse and worse and I told Dean last night in a fit of tears that I dont know if I can take another whole week of bedrest. I am also worried that I am gaining an extreme amt of weight since all I do is eat and sleep and my belly feels so heavy. It’s not that I look heavier, I think it must just be that since I lay on my side all day that once I do get out of bed there is all of this extra weight that I didnt notice all day. I feel so lazy, and cant think of anything other than reading to do to occupy myself in bed so I just keep sleeping. Sleeping my life away so it seems.
I feel for any woman who was ever put on bedrest, it’s been less than 2 weeks and I have cabin fever, I cant imagine those who have been on it for months. Well I’ll let you know how my drs appt goes this afternoon. It’s back to bed for me, wohoo!
