Posted on 6/17/2007 by Amy

I am really upset about something and I dont know how to deal with it.  I dont even want to blog about it because the person involved might read about it.   blah…..I just wish people could understand that I cant do everything normal stay at home moms can and it’s sure as heck not because I’m lazy and dont want to try, it’s because most days I struggle to take care of my own family.   Anyway, I had to vent some or else I’d have to complain to Dean more about it and he thinks  I need to get over it and not take is so personally when someone is holding a grudge against me just because they dont understand and dont care to understand my health problems.    I know it’s really the other person’s issue but it still makes me mad that they blame me when it’s not my fault I’m unhealthy.   sorry for making you read this boring entry…just needed to write it for myself!  :-)  I guess it’s easier to blame me for their issues esp. when to them I look completely healthy, I hate to say I wish they knew how I felt but that’s just plain mean and I dont wish my health problems on anyone, but at least then maybe they’d be willing to be a little more considerate… stupid people make me so mad!

About Amy

Mom to boys who were born Aug. 2001, Nov. 2004, March 2006; and devoted wife to the love of my life since Nov. 1998. Chronic worrier but devoted Christian who is trying to put her fears and faith in the One who created it all and provides for all my needs despite the daily challenges and doubts that arise. Along the way I chose to share my journey with you. Thanks for coming along for the ride! The road won't always be bright and the journey may sometimes be hard, but it can be an amazing adventure if you keep your eyes and thoughts "on what is true, and honorable, and right, and pure, and lovely, and admirable" (Philippians 4:8).
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  1. Karen R says:
    6/18/2007 at 9:59 pm

    Anyone who knows you and respects you would not make you feel badly about your aches and pains and deny what you’ve been going through the past few yrs. Truly, I cannot believe that just because you can (or seem to) keep up with the kids/things that someone who knows you personally would question your honesty about your physical wellness. I am amazed at what you accomplish over the course of a day, and that’s only because I lack that stamina quite often…but I’d never doubt you for a minute.