Getting out

I am so excited to have something fun to do today. Caleb and I are going to a free concert of Jim Witter being held by a local Christian radio station at lunch time. I love this guys music and the first time I heard his song Forgiveness I sarcastically asked Dean if he made them play that song for me. It’s about a guy who loses a best friend over a lie and how he never talks to him again. Throughout the song the friend sends him annonymous wedding wishes and later the man reads his old friends obituary and never gets the chance to make peace with him. I have a friend who I lost as a teenager over silly girl battles and in the end for not standing up for her or so she thought, I really was just not giving in to choosing sides and was keeping to myself, but I dont think anyone realized that and thought I was purposefully hurting my friend, but in an attempt to keep peace I kept quiet and w/drew, as is usually my way. Over the years I have sent her several letters, left her voicemail messages and more recently a baby gift for her second child(thanks to babiesrus you dont have to know the persons address it does it for you!) I dont expect her to be my friend but I want to do my best to show my apologies and to let her know that she is always in my thoughts and prayers, and there arent many days that go by that I dont think about her and wonder how she is and what her babies look like. Ironically I just emailed what I think is her email address to say hi, and I had no intentions of writing this but the song always reminds me of her. Needless to say, today Caleb and I will be going there to meet the singer and have lunch.