Sorry I havent written lately, I’ve not been busy just occupied with Caleb. We havent done much this week, ok, actually nothing. Today I’ve been working on house work since we’re going to be entertaining Dean’s family this weekend and I wont have much time for anything else this weekend.
I’ve been having dreams about being pregnant again. One night I even dreamt I was going to have twins. I got a little worried last week about it being true but turns out its not. we’re not ready for another baby, even if it would be 9 months away. Yet we havent discussed when we want to start trying again. Its kind of like we are going to try to get used to Caleb and then deal with it. It took us two years to finally make Caleb and that was only after a little help from the dr. So I am wary of starting the pill because I am afraid it will make it even harder for me to eventually get pregnant again.
Suprisingly for my age, I’ve never taken birth control and the thought of the side affects alone is making me cautious. But I think I am going to take the leap and start them I just hope it wont affect my future chance of getting pregnant since we already had problems to begin with. Oh well…any advice would be great.
