Its been a tough few

Its been a tough few days trying to take care of an inconsolable baby, practically all by myself. Theres a window of a few hours where Dean can help out, but in the scale of a 24 hour day it isnt much. The sad part is that I know he is usually such a good baby and that he must feel really bad the way he keeps crying and there is nothing I can do but hold him and talk to him but I know that cant make him feel better or make the pain go away that I assume he is having after being so sick for so many days. I love my son and this first illness he has in breaking my heart!!