Today has been nuts!!  This morning I headed to Home depot w/ Zeke and Bo to get outlet/light switch covers and some flowers for our flower pots on the deck.   I picked out my flowers and was searching for the outlet covers when Bo fell out of the car seat.   there were several men in the same aisle and saw it happen, but all ignored me, even as Bo threw up all over the floor and cart and then looked as if he was going to pass out. I was standing there holding him, saying Bo dont fall asleep, stay awake baby.  no one offered a hand.   a home depot employee walked by twice, the second time I saw her I asked for help as no one seemed to care what was happening.  I asked if she had some paper towels or something. she said go to the bathroom to get some, I told her waht happened, how Bo fell, hit his head then threw up, she said I should take him to the dr.  it’s not like I said hey my kid has the flu…I saw he fell out of this cart, hit his head on the hard concrete floor and started throwing up.  I tried to carry Bo, push the huge cart, it was one of the ones w/ the two seats, and the regular seat and cart and make it safely back to the van in one peice.   I did so and not once did anyone offer assistance, nor did I leave with anything I needed to purchase.   Needless to say I went to Lowes later in the day to get what i needed.

I made it home in time to barely clean up Bo before the realtor showed up to take pictures.  did I mention I spent the first half of my morning cleaning the yard and deck up for said pictures.  We talked a bit, and after she left I fed Zeke lunch while Bo napped.   we walked to get Caleb, hung outside for a bit then came in so Caleb could do his homework.  then we went to Lowes and got back just as Dean got home from work.   But while I was at Lowes Dean called to tell me he’s leaving tomorrow, his boss booked him a flight out tomorrow afternoon, 2ish.

I fed the boys dinner, Dean and a friend went to home depot(blah!) to get some things we needed that I couldnt (interior doors) while I bathed Zeke and Bo for bed.   Now the two little ones are asleep, Caleb just showered for tomorrow and Dean is hopefully on his way home from running an errand for his friend.   He’s not working tomorrow, thank goodness.  Zeke has his 6 month check up in the morning, but First I need to get lab work done that I should have had done last week but didnt manage to.   then we’ll eat lunch and get Dean to the airport, then it’s me and the kiddos!   Dean will fly back on the 13th so he can be here to attend my cousins wedding on the 14th.   after that we dont know what the plan is, when he’ll go back and how long he’ll stay.

the house is listed, pics were added to the listing today, a sign should be up in our yard by Wednesday at latest.   Praying someone sees it and is VERY interested so I am not here alone w/ the kids too long.  A friend of ours, our favorite sitter, may be temporarily moving in to help me out.  my major concern is getting Caleb to school on time w/ the two little ones.  So, if she’s here she can stay w/ the other two while I run Caleb to school. that will be very helpful!  she does work so she wont be around all of the time, but any help will be great!  that and I’m still not feeling so good so by the end of the day I’m dead tired and always still in pain, even though I’m on some painkillers.  so it will be fun trying to do it all alone.   just pray our house sells quickly!!

caleb is already upset about Dean leaving, but if our friend moves in he’ll be happy or at least distracted.    I think the other boys will be ok w/ the changes, at least I hope.

oh and yeah….after dinner I went to get a drink out of the fridge and the light wasnt on. the light bulb isnt burned out, it’s plugged in and well it’s dead.  the fridge isnt working.  today the realtor and I went over what we were taking and leaving….I said all appliances stay and that the only not updated appliance is the fridge.  I cant believe we might have to buy a new freaking fridge right before we move….i’m trying not to think about it!!  so it’s been a crazy day…tons going on and like i Said I dont even want to think about the fridge needing replaced…..