Sunday and Monday came and

Sunday and Monday came and went. And here it is another sad day in the life of a young pregnant mother. It is on days like today that I try very hard to remember why I wanted so badly to want to have a baby. The upside so far is the weightloss, yes a whopping 8 lbs in 12 weeks, not to shabby for someone who can’t lose weight. The last time I lost weight was when I had my tonsils taken out. Damn I looked good after I recuperated. But now I have too much to lose to look that good again. But at this rate who knows. I attempted to go to work today, well, I was not even a minute away from my office and I had a bout with morning sickness that I will never forget. So seeing as I was opening this morning, I went to the office to wait for someone else to show up and then I told them I needed to go home and change my clothes, and take a good hot shower(again.) But by the time I got home the morning sickness had turned into some evil dragon and was not going to let me get to the tower to save myself or the baby so I gave up, called in sick to work and climbed into my comfy bed and slept the morning away. Tons of fun I tell you, this being pregnant stuff. We are supposed to go meet with our small group at church tonight, I was excited about going, but that was yesterday and today I am just determined to go and have a good time. So I have decided to stay in bed and watch tv until I build up enough energy to attempt getting out of the house again…….MEANWHILE….. my loving husband supports me with loving emails and phone calls and even in his abscence I can still feel him, or maybe it is just his dirty socks all over the floor that I am smelling!