It’s been a much more

It’s been a much more relaxing day for me today. I am hardly having any pain at all, which is a huge relief. Now only if I werent so tired.

I got a lot done yesterday on Caleb’s scrapbook, I am aiming to have it updated completely so that I can take it to Ohio with us next week. I am looking forward to being back there, but not looking forward to the long drive w/ the baby. lately he’s been more awake in the car, before he would always fall asleep when in the car. Not to mention if we have to take all of his stuff we arent going to have much room in the car for our own luggage! I think we may just have to leave the stroller behind. I want to take the play pen instead, which will take up some room too. We’ve yet to use the portable plan pen so it will be nice to have a reason to, it was $120 so I want to get some use out of it. I imagine we will once we move out, I am looking forward to having room for all of Calebs stuff.

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I went for a follow

I went for a follow up drs appt today with a gyn, he’s pretty nice. I like him about as much as I did my last ob/gyn. He said it was most likely a ruptured ovarian cyst and told me to start birth control. I dont really want to but if anything we wont have to worry about having a baby for another 2 years. Since that is how long it took us to get pregnant the first time and that was without birthcontrol so I imagine after stopping birth control it will take us at least that long if not longer to conceive again, but its not like we are thinking of having a baby soon again anyway, I just am worried about whether or not we will be able to have a baby again.

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I had my morning all

I had my morning all planned out today: go to my 10:30 drs appt, pick up RX if needed, go to Walmart and pick up our developed pics, then grab a ceasar salad ( I seem to still crave them although I am no longer pregnant) for lunch. The morning started out well, Caleb was cheery for most of the morning. He was a little fussy while we waited at the dr. After waiting a while I finally saw the dr, though briefly. She told me to go to the emergency room, to rule out appendicitus. I was very upset and the very thought of being in the hospital again made me cry, let alone the thought of having another major surgery and then having to take care of the baby and recoop. I called my mom to have her leave work to come babysit then I headed to the er, where I waited for nearly 2 hours before being seen. Shortly after I got roomed, Dean showed up.

The two worst parts of the visit were the mini-catheter and iv ( well I had the iv in incase I needed to be hooked up to fluids for surgery. I had to have a pelvic exam and when they touched my right side I cried. I was in so much pain! Good news was they did a pregnancy test, and we’re not pregnant. Funny thing was they didnt tell me they were doing one, all I knew was that they needed a urine sample. After blood work was done, I had to drink these two huge glasses of dye so that I could get a cat scan done. But the thing was I had to wait 2 hours after drinking the contrast before having the test. So Dean went home to eat dinner and get Caleb while I tried to nap, although it was very hard to do, I maybe got a 30 minute nap total. The cat scan showed no appendicitus but there was fluid in my pelvis, the dr thinks I had a cyst that burst. I have to follow up with a gyn, thing is I dont have one yet, argh. But the good news is, no surgery! which means I am going to able to get back to taking care of my son, I missed him so much while I was at the hospital. While being carted to the cat scan a man was holding his baby, either the same size or age as Caleb ( as Caleb looks older than he is) , and the very sight made me cry. I was so happy when Dean showed up with my bundle of joy! He smiled and cooed at me as if to ask where I’d been! It was the longest amt of time I’ve been away from him and it was awful to think I may have had to be in there 3 days! Thank God for answered prays! I am so grateful I have such a loving family to care for me when I am sick!

meanwhile, as I sat in the er, so did my step dad. He runs his own tree trimming business and while working today he got electricuted. Its happened to him before but this is the first time they’ve kept him overnight. So my mom wasnt able to go be with her husband because she was watching her grandson so her daughter could be at the er too. She is such a strong woman! I know she must have been quite upset today as she waited for word on her loved ones. At least she got some time to spend with Caleb. So I got to come home tonight but my step dad is still at the hospital. WHAT A DAY!!

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I created this graphic up

I created this graphic up there for her! Hope she likes it. I don’t know why it’s offset like that, maybe one of our graphic friends can help me out.

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I admit it, I am

I admit it, I am a total “bear”, to put it nicely, when I am sick. Couple that with having something to worry about while I am sick and you may as well stay far away from me unless you can fix the problem or take the worry away. I have had a rough day, ended up coughing so bad today that I spent most of it hugging the toilet, which made Caleb mad when I had to stop playing with him to be loud in the bathroom. So by the time Dean got home I was ready to hand Caleb off and head to bed, but Stacey called and I fiugred a night out would be good for me, so went to dinner and finally met her new boyfriend Tony(another reason I didnt want to stay home, we hadnt met him yet and I was dying of curiosity!) So all the way to the restaurant I was awfully mean to Dean and i tried to be nice at dinner but I know I probably wasnt. I was at least glad to get out to the craft store after that, I was needing some crafty things to keep me occupied during the day. Then on the way home I got the hiccups which almost made me sick again, I had them for at least a half hour! By the time I got home I was miserable and so was Caleb. But before I can go to bed I have to find the checkbook, tomorrows pay day which means bill paying day, and I lost the darn checkbook. I’ve turned the house upside down and I still cant find it. I know I will be mad when and if I finally do and discover it was someplace silly all along, but until then I am flipping out over it, which of course Dean does not understand. If anything I’ll guess I’ll just use the next set of checks in a new box until I find the checkbook but that still leaves me w/out the ledger, argh!!! I hate this. I have been so sick this week I cant remember what I did on what day to even try to retrace my steps for when I last had it. point is, I am grouchy and tired, and I still cant find the darn checkbook!! Thanks for listening to me vent….hopefully tomorrow will be better…if anything I know that tomorrow is Friday which means a day or two off complete sole baby tending, I SO look forward to Dean helping on the weekends. Its not that Calebs a bad baby, its just hard to do it 24/7, at least 24/5 is a little better.

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I am still sick, but

I am still sick, but feeling better, mostly. I spent the day visiting with my brother and his family and my grandparents yesterday. It was really nice, caleb of course was hamming it up and being his usual adorable self.

Not much has been going on lately so I havent had much to write about. I’ve been so busy trying to take care of myself and Caleb that I’ve not had much time for anything else. yesterday was the busiest day I’ve had in awhile, I took care of caleb, of course, made chocolate chip cookies, got a quick shower (thats all caleb allows me to have, a very quick shower), and did laundry, all before my brother arrived at 1 pm. In an attempt to not get out of the shower and immediately deal with a fussy baby, because he somehow always knows when i step foot in the shower, i have started taking him with me. well kind of. I put him in his bouncer and sit him next to the shower to play while I shower so that has helped tremendously, if I dont, even if I leave him when he is asleep to shower, he inevitable wakes before I am done and realizes I am not there. he truly is spoiled, cant imagine why though!

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I called about a job

I called about a job today, an ad for a fulltime med receptionist, its only 3 days a week, 12 hours / day, but you have to work every fourth weekend and every 4th holiday. I am going to discuss it with Dean before I fax my resume and I think I’ll look some more. I dont have to go back to work, so I can be choosy! Thank goodness. But 3 days a week would be good for day care purposes. We’ll see…

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