Countdown time, to my spinal tap and thanksgiving! Did all the housework today that was left to be done. Finished the grocery shopping, except for a few little things. In less than an hour I will be at the hospital getting settled in for my spinal tap. The closer I get the bigger my fears get. i’ve been so busy today I’ve tried to block that part of my day out of my mind. I mean I’ve been cleaning and looking around to make sure I do everything I can do that I wont be able to for a day or two, but that’s all I think. that I wont be able to stuff for a day or two, dont think about why or anything. Silly me. I don’t cope well with stress. The little stuff or the big, well with me it’s all big stress, I tend to turn the little things into big scary monsters too!
My son has been getting so big so quickly. He’s talking so much more now, words and names and he’ll babble on and on as if in complete sentences but he’s the only one who knows what he means! It’s adorable to listen to his little chatter! He’s outgrowing his clothes, again. I love him more than words could ever express. I know this next few days will be difficult for us all but no matter what I will do what it takes to let my son know he is loved even if I do have to be careful not to lift him or anything.
Well enough procrastinating, I am going to get myself ready and then head off to the hospital. Say a prayer or ten for me! Oh yeah, all of my blood work came back normal, so that is good, but doesnt put us anywhere closer to a diagnosis than I’d like. If I’m not back on here by then, Have a Happy Thanksgiving!
I was reading muddlepie.net (Dana’s Blog) and read about your spinal tap. Hope all goes well. I had a friend that had one done back in Sept. Along with lots of other tests. She was dignosed with MS.
I’ve got you in my prayers.