What a horrible night! I

What a horrible night! I awoke around 1-ish to hear Caleb crying on the monitor. I went to get a bottle from the kitchen. When I got to his room, it was quiet. He had fallen asleep again, and laid down right on top of a whole bunch of throw up! I hated to move him cause he was so peaceful but it stunk. So I laid him on the changing table and he slept while I removed the dirty sheets and blankets. He woke up while I changed him and I held him as his fell asleep. A few minutes later he gets restless and sits up and throws up all over and keeps doing it. He’s never really gotten sick,he would spit up when he was younger but this was the real deal. I was so scared. I started crying cause I didnt know what to do. Dean came in and held him, then I bathed him to soothe him. He then laid in bed w/ us and was fine the rest of the night. I am so scared to feed him becuase I dont want a repeat performance, but he has to eat. I dont know what I will do if he ever gets really sick, I am so bad at that part of being a mommy. I can deal with other peoples sick kids, but when its mine my heart just hurts too much! Hopefully today he will be fine.