I really hope it never comes to this!  Very very sad…..puts my predicament currently into perspective.

On a good note, last night caleb used his birthday money to buy a new 20″ bike, helmet and cushy seat cover.   he’s so very happy!  he’s hoping we can go to the aquarium tomorrow and is excited that High School muscial 2 comes on tv tomorrow night.  currently he and dean are at Kings Island.  when they left Zeke was napping and bo was too, but Bo’s nap was very brief, between the dogs playing and getting into trouble and his waking up so soon I feel like I barely closed my eyes!  this morning we went to a different Y to meet up w/ the early intervention classes for a field trip.  it was a lot of fun, and much more relaxing since I had Dean w/ me!   (I dont usually have help at the pool during the day)

We were supposed to have small group tonight but no one RSVP’d.  theres a movie at the local park tonight so if no one really shows up for group thats what I’m hoping to do.   but it’s not until 8 and not sure the kids will be up for it after such a brief nap.

I just made a pan of brownies and it smells so yummy!  Zekes just now eating lunch since he fell asleep on the way home from the Y and has been sleeping until Bo woke him.  wont be long til I have to start dinner….so far day 1 of our mini vacation at home is going well.  i feel kind of crappy and talked to my dr and other than more pain meds, which I refuse to take, theres not many options left for me.  hoping to start back up w/ exercising after school starts, hoping it helps and doesnt make things worse again.