I still need to sleep…trying to convince Dean to come home early.  luckily after all of our running this morning both boys fell asleep in the car and I managed to get them in bed and slept a little myself.  our neighbor brought caleb home and he is still playing there, sadly though the other two kids woke up…..I keep telling myself I can do this…but I’m so exhausted.  it’s so darn annoying.    I dont feel so bad right after I exercise.  it was as I was driving from the Y to moms group that the exhaustion hit me today and it hasnt left.

I talked to the lady at church to tell her I wont be able to volunteer for a little while because of this ridiculous fatigue.  I hate this.  I want to be able to do normal things and be able to exercise.   most of all I want not to make Dean feel burdened but I dont see anyway around that right now.

I think we’re eating dinner out or ordering in, I for sure am falling asleep as soon as deaner gets home….