the words of this song ring so true about how I feel about fibromyalgia and my daily struggle.  just wanted to share!   I am really in a good place these days, but at the end of the day, a busy day at that, as always shortly before Dean gets home the struggle gets harder for me to win and I gave in after Dean got home and laid down, it’s amazing what just laying and closing my eyes for 5 minutes can do!  Dean’s been great about helping me make dinner, or just doing it himself, the evenings are hard for me, I am getting better at getting through my day but I’m so exhausted!! gotta run..zeke is running low on energy too from today’s busyness so off to bath him and maybe put him to bed early…anyway…here’s those lyrics:
“Beauty From Pain” Superchick lyrics
The lights go out all around me
One last candle to keep out the night
And then the darkness surrounds me
I know i’m alive but i feel like i’ve died
And all that’s left is to accept that it’s over
My dreams ran like sand through the fists that i made
I try to keep warm but i just grow colder
I feel like i’m slipping away
After all this has passed, i still will remain
After i’ve cried my last, there’ll be beauty from pain
Though it won’t be today,
Someday i’ll hope again
And there’ll be beauty from pain
You will bring beauty from my pain
My whole world is the pain inside me
The best i can do is just get through the day
When life before is only a memory
I’ll wonder why God lets me walk through this place
And though i can’t understand why this happened
I know that i will when i look back someday
And see how you’ve brought beauty from ashes
And made me as gold purified through these flames
After all this has passed, i still will remain
After i’ve cried my last, there’ll be beauty from pain
Though it won’t be today,
Someday i’ll hope again
And there’ll be beauty from pain
You will bring beauty from my pain
Here i am, at the end of me
Tryin to hold to what i can’t see
I forgot how to hope
This night’s been so long
I cling to Your promise
There will be a dawn
After all this has passed, i still will remain
After i’ve cried my last, there’ll be beauty from pain
Though it won’t be today,
Someday i’ll hope again
And there’ll be beauty from pain
You will bring beauty from my pain
