bah…I feel yucky.  Poor Zeke does too.  All he wants to do is be held or sleep.   He finally climbed down off my lap earlier, crawled across the room then doubled back and leaned his head up against my leg and looked so pitiful.   he’s just miserable.  I feel bad but he must be pretty sick, this is day 2 of him not wanting to do anything, maybe even closer to day 3 since Sunday he was not himself either.  He’s napping now but I cant because of busy Bo.  that’s a good nickname for this kid.  goodness..we spent almost all day yesterday outside it was 79 degrees at one point!   I was exhausted last night and still this morning.  I stopped taking my pain meds yesterday per the drs orders so by the end of the day the pain was getting to be unbearable, esp since I spent a lot of the day outside playing, walking, lifting kids…today I feel so much worse.  i hate being like this.  i want to live everyday where I can enjoy playing w/ the kids without being tired, in pain or miserable.   today is not a good day.  we are supposed to go to a class at church tonight but since we cant take the sick kiddos to childcare there I think we’ll be missing it, which stinks.   I was really looking forward to it.

well I am going to make sure Bo stays out of trouble…..while I lay on the couch recuuperating from overdoing it yesterday…