the good news today:

I dont have lupus – but we’re back to square one as far as no diagnosis.  and I am feeling worse again, sure taking care of the kiddos non stop isnt helping
Caleb didnt break his arm – thank god!

well that’s all I’ve got but it’s something good I suppose.   no weekend plans, maybe taking the kids to my friends house so I can pack up some stuff around here and go get the kids new carseats.  I managed to get out today w/ them for a while, but I want to get Zeke and Bo matching car seats that will last them a while and none of the places I went had two of the same ones available.   but target did have a cool backless kids booster seat on sale for $9!! I got two, one new one for Caleb and one just to have.  I cant wait to get zeke a new seat so I can stop carrying him around in the infant carrier.  My arms hurt constantly and lugging that around all of the time makes me want to cry the pain is so bad, and that’s after two kinds of pain meds I am on, I cant imagine how it would feel if I wasnt on pain medicine!

dean’s been busy working.  our realtor wont return our calls today, we were hoping to make some decisions about some major things today and she hasnt called.   I want to move ASAP, with or without our house selling but we dont think we can afford it.

I probably wont update unless something major housewise happens this weekend.  sorry for the boredom of my entries, things have just been rough around here lately.