Loving my love….

My son, Caleb, has a lot of my traits, one of them is his love for music.  This morning he is sitting on the sofa listening to music videos on youtube and singing.   Something if I could have done at his age I would have done!   At his age I sat on my bed and listened to the radio or cassettes!   What a difference technology makes, and I am glad, because now we can share things.  He is able to find things new and then I can sit on my laptop pull up the same thing, listen and share it because it appears the boy has decent taste!   He was sitting singing this song, and darn can the boy sing.  One day, someone will notice him and be able to pay for him to go far, sadly he lives in a community that is sports geared not music so his talent stays here hidden in this house.    One day…..this boy will go far.  His dream is Broadway, and if we could get him voice lessons and dance lessons I think he’d be there.  Had he been born elsewhere I think he may be there already.   Maybe God has other plans for him, maybe the Christian music industry one day, who knows.   Anyway.   The boy was singing this song and I had to laugh at how much I  kept thinking of my silly husband and all the times I tell him how crazy he is but really that makes me love him even more.    I feel in love with him many moons ago for his silly sense of humor, cute smile and loving embrace.    He’s safe, encouraging, loving and mine.    He’s made me a better mom, friend, and person.   I hope he knows how much I love him.   Dean’s working today.   Not because he HAS to today, but because if he does he gets paid a little extra and can and we know we could use the extra money.    I could definitely use the help, Bo’s party is tonight, we have no cake ordered, or planned, I have four kids here, will have to go shopping on black friday for party stuff, like plates and the like, and I will manage, but I know he wishes he could be here too.   Just want to make sure he knows I appreciate his sacrifice for us to be at work and not with us today.   And that  I love him, even when I’m calling him crazy because that’s the Dean I love the most.