Posted on 9/12/2008 by Amy

I can usually tell when my crying at the drop of a hat is hormonal, i.e. pms.   I knew that was not what was going on yesterday.  After reading an email from someone I again burst into tears and knew something was awry.  I think I’m having a meltdown.  Knowing something was really off I ran to pick up Dean and met w/ my favorite pastor at church and still am weepy.   I dont know how to rid myself of this  tear invoking reaction I’m having, I have a feeling it will last a while, at least til some of the upcoming stress clears.   But praying I can get the boys to nap then nap myself.  Please God, I really need some sleep.  I really want my best friend Susan, but know that’s silly of me, I just want things to go back to normal, but I dont even know what normal is anymore, and why do I feel so entitled to be normal?

About Amy

Mom to boys who were born Aug. 2001, Nov. 2004, March 2006; and devoted wife to the love of my life since Nov. 1998. Chronic worrier but devoted Christian who is trying to put her fears and faith in the One who created it all and provides for all my needs despite the daily challenges and doubts that arise. Along the way I chose to share my journey with you. Thanks for coming along for the ride! The road won't always be bright and the journey may sometimes be hard, but it can be an amazing adventure if you keep your eyes and thoughts "on what is true, and honorable, and right, and pure, and lovely, and admirable" (Philippians 4:8).
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