Thank God for kids that are finally sleeping through the night! Zeke is on the mend, seems tons better today, thankfully! I am worn out though for some reason. I’ve been keeping track what I eat so I can count calories, carbs and the like and lately I’ve not had time to do so til the end of the day. Seems I’m still NOT eating enough calories. I dont know what to do. I feel like I’m eating tons. I think I may need to see a dr and nutrionist. I am truly concerned this may be a deeper problem than I can fix on my own. I’ve seen a nutrionist in the past when I had diabetes(while pregg0) so I know a lot already but I just am having a hard time getting to my needed amt of calories a day. I’m lucky to get 1200 calories a day, which is bad, esp. when I’m excerising everyday. If I dont increase my food intake I wont lose weight and that wont be helpful at all. Blah…who would have thought losing weight would be so hard and that I’d not eat enough!

For example, breakfast today included: Special K Fruit & yogurt cereal, an orange, and a lite vanilla yogurt w/ water to drink, all of that is only 235 calories and I’m stuffed!  I should eat at least 500 calories a meal.  Blah!