I am so fed up with having the worst luck in history!!! Both of our cars are still not working. We took our sonata to the shop on Wednesday, they called at the end of the day yesterday said it needs a battery before they can do anything and we werent about to pay them to install something we could do ourselves so last night we went and put a new battery in. End of day today, 5:30 p.m. they call, said they cant look at it til Monday!!! we could have taken it elsewhere and had it fixed by now. Needless to say we went to pick it up and it barely made it home, we’re guessing it needs an alternator. Dean is hoping to replace it himself maybe w/ the help of a friend this weekend. Meanwhile while waiting on Dean at Auto zone the van starts smoking again. It’s leaking freon, again. this time in much bigger amounts than it had been. none of the interior gauges show that it is overheating but something is definitely wrong. we dont want to keep driving it and it just break down on us. so we’re housebound til we figure out what to do with one or both vehicles. I am hoping jiffy lube can fix the van tomorrow as they are one of the only shops around us open tomorrow and I looked and it says they do some radiator things so pray that they can help us. we were heading to home depot tonight to get some things to continue working on house repairs, right now that is all on hold til we figure out what to do about our vehicles, there may not be money left to fix the house after the car repairs. I’m pissed and yet Dean continues to play the optimist card, I just want to slap him. I am just done being sick and having so many ridiculously stressful things happen all around me. I just want to relax and enjoy life but I cant even enjoy my family becuase I feel so bad. I am not in the best mood and forgive me if I cant be optimistic. BAH!

gotta go clean up throw up…Bo got too upset about having to go to bed and threw up all over his room.  God I need a vacation!!