11.26.05

Last week despite a party that had to go on, I felt really sick and fatigued…as the weekend went on I felt miserable. I joked to Dean I was dying. I started to finally get rid of that bug and yesterday had my normal voice for most of the day but that was replaced by a killer headache and stabbing back pain. Since then I’ve come down w/ stomach flu symptoms and I really hate not being home and being this sick. Yesterday I was in tears at the zoo because I was in so much pain…it just isnt fair. I’m the pregnant one so things are hard to treat as is, but why cant someone else get sick, why is it always me?!?!? everyone else is upbeat and enjoying biscuits and gravy for breakfast, I just want to go home and be miserable in my own bedroom and bathroom! Yesterday several times I considered going to the urgent care because my back pain was so bad. luckily a heating pad and rest helped some but now this other stuff is making me miserable. I am always sick for thanksgiving week, can’t I ever get a break!!! ok enough whining…No plans today that I know of, caleb has tons of notions of what we should do, I’m hoping I can at least make it out of the house at some point.