home sweet home

my boys were glad to have me back today, Bo’s joyous laugh was almost too much to bear!  He continued to look around and ask for Dadda though, so I know his return will bring more joy to his happy little face.   It was nice to know they missed me.  Our friend who kept them is amazing.  she kept them so busy and they had so much fun, both boys were wiped out today from all of the fun!   I think she was too!

I’m worn out and still feeling sick to my stomach more than normal.   Found out my grandmom is having surgery tomorrow morning, Dean’s dad is also going to have surgery this week, both of them may or may not have cancer, a thought that breaks my heart.   I’m hopeful that both will be fine, but still very concerned.

dean is still at the hotel in va. enjoying free internet and tons of cable channels.   He said he took a dip in the whirlpool pool this evening too.    A rough life that man has!   I’ve been trying to get things organized for the week ahead, dreading my 3 doctors appts this week and having to find time to take Bo to get his vaccines he missed last week, not even sure he’s well enough for them yet.    I was able to relieve some of my stress by doing what I always do when stressed, cleaning.  I scrubbed the floors this evening and got the kids things ready for tomorrow.    It’s going to be a busy morning, I failed to realize that leaving Dean behind meant I’d be responsible to get Caleb to school, something I rarely do.  i did on friday since we were all up and the weather was so great, hoping the rain holds off so I can walk him to school w/ Bo in the stroller and enjoy it as opposed to driving and managing Bo in the rain while we get Caleb there.    my ob appt is early tomorrow, which is good so that I can be done to get Caleb without rushing around like I usually do for my later day appointments.  that also means, I’ll be done and know if I’m going to make it til Thursdays appt, or at least have a better grip on how these contractions are going and find out their thoughts on if labor does start sooner what the game plan will be as far as how soon delivery will be…how long they’ll wait before doing the surgery, for example how far dilated do I have to be for them to intervene.    two more weeks til the point I was in early labor and dilating w/ Boaz so the countdown is really on to see how long it will take with this pregnancy.   the sooner the better I say!

I’ll update after my busy day tomorrow if things go well and I can!   hoping the car repairs are done early enough that dean can be home and have some time with us since he hasnt seen the kids in days!   not to mention, I have tons I want to do before baby arrives and having him home early and not going to work means I might get something done around here!    I can hope cant I?   hope everyone had a good weekend!   it’s sad to say I’m glad mine is finally over!!